WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL...

I WILL CARRY MY CROSS TILL THE END!!!

JESUS IS MY BEST AND ONLY FRIEND THAT I TRUST, AND THAT I KNOW WILL NEVER HURT ME, LIE TO ME, NOR DECEIVE ME, MY HEART HAS GROWN SO CLOSE TO JESUS, THAT NO MAN CAN COME BETWEEN JESUS AND ME.NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND THE CLOSE BOND AND RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH HIM.HE WAS MY FRIEND SINCE GOD GAVE ME LIFE.WE STARTED OUR CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL OF BUT 3 YEARS OLD, WHEN HE VISITED ME, AND TOOK ME FOR A SHORT WHILE TO HIS FATHER’S HOUSE, JUST TO SHOW ME WHERE HE STAYED. IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL OF ALL HOMES. I HAVE NEVER IN ALL MY LIFE SEEN A HOME THAT BEAUTIFUL, AS JESUS HOME. DO YOU KNOW THAT JESUS DOES'NT STAY IN A HOUSE LIKE YOU AND ME? IT’S A HOME OF A SOMETHING SIMILAR TO CLOUDS, BUT NOT REALLY .IT’S SO BRIGHT AND WHITE THAT YOU FEEL AS IF YOU ARE FLOATING, A FEELING THAT CAN’T BE DESCRIBED. WELL THAT’S JESUS AND MY SECRET THAT I CAN NOT SHARE, UNLESS YOU WERE THERE. WE PLAYED AND WE RAN AMONG ALL THE ANGELS DRESSED IN GOLDEN WHITE, SINGING SONGS AND CHANTING. THEN JESUS SAID, MY LITTLE  GIRL, NOW WE HAVE TO GO TO YOUR PLACE CALLED HOME. I CRIED AND SAID NO! BUT HE WIPED MY  TEARS AND SAID MY LITTLE GIRL, VERY SOON  I SHALL FETCH YOU AGAIN TO PLAY. WE  SAID OUR  GOOD BYES AND OFF HE WENT LEAVING THE SWEETEST KISS ON MY CHEEK. I OPENED MY EYES AND LOOKED STRAIGHT INTO MY MOMMY’S TEARY EYES, I ASKED, MOMMY WHY ARE YOU CRYING? YOU SHOULD'NT CRY? BECAUSE JESUS LOVES YOU AND ME AND YOU WILL ALSO SEE HIS HOME, IV'E BEEN THERE WITH HIM, BUT MOMMY PLEASE DON’T BEAT ME? I NEVER MEANT TO DO WRONG, JESUS CAME IN AND PECKED MOMMY ON HER CHEEK, WINKED AT ME AND LEFT. I SMILED, AND MOMMY ASKED WHY? I SAID MOMMY, JESUS JUST KISSED YOU ON YOUR CHEEK,. DID YOU NOT FEEL IT? I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY MY MOMMY COULD'NT FEEL HIS KISS. QUESTIONS WERE ALWAYS ASKED BY MOMMY AND DADDY, BUT I SAID IT’S JESUS MY FRIEND I HAVE TO TRUST! DO YOU KNOW, HE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE. ALL THE YEARS AS I WAS GROWING UP, WE PLAYED TOGETHER, SIDE BY SIDE, NEVER FIGHTING NOR SAYING A HURTFUL WORD TO ONE ANOTHER, UNTIL HE FETCHED ME AGAIN AT THE AGE OF TEN. WE PLAYED AT HIS HOME FOR A VERY SHORT WHILE, BUT THINGS WERE SO DIFFERENT, I CAN NOT EXPLAIN. I ASKED HIM……….JESUS, WHY CAN I NOT SEE YOUR FATHER AS YOU'VE SEEN MINE? AND HE SAID ONE DAY FOR SURE I WILL SEE HIS FATHER, ONLY WHEN  HE! FETCHES ME TO PLAY. STILL, HE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE, WE ALWAYS PLAYED OUR LITTLE GAMES, THAT PUT SO MUCH JOY  INTO MY HEART TO HAVE JESUS AS MY FRIEND. A FRIEND I NEVER SHARED WITH ANYONE, BECAUSE NOBODY COULD I FIND TO DO WHAT JESUS SHARED WITH ME, AND WAS AFRAID THAT  HE’LL BE HURT. ONE DAY, WHILE PLAYING WITH JESUS, MOMMY CAME INTO MY ROOM AND ASKED WHO AM I TALKING TO………I SHIED AWAY, AND HID MY FACE, AND SAID, MOMMY, PLEASE ! DON’T ASK ME TO EXPLAIN? I RAN AWAY CRYING, SAYING ……..MOMMY NOW  I WON’T SEE JESUS, AND HE IS MY FRIEND. MOMMY RAN TO CATCH ME, PICKED ME UP AND CRIED! SHE HELD ME SO TIGHT AND SAID……….MY BABY, THAT IS THE BEST FRIEND TO HAVE. I HUGGED HER AND ASKED HER NEVER TO TELL BECAUSE MY FRIEND I’M NOT READY TO SHARE. THEN AT THE AGE OF THIRTEEN I HAD AN ACCIDENT, WHICH HAPPENED SO FAST! AND AGAIN HE WAS THERE TO TAKE ME TO HIS HOME TO PLAY. ALL I CAN REMEMBER AT HIS HOME, WAS AN ANGEL WITH WINGS AS HUGE AS THE EARTH. I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE REASON FOR HIM NEVER FETCHING ME TO PLAY AGAIN.  PONDERED OVER THE YEARS AS TO WHY? UNTIL AN ANGEL SAID, HE WILL ONLY BE IN DISGUISE. I NEVER FORGOTTEN THE TIMES WE HAD BEEN PLAYING TOGETHER, THAT UP TILL THIS DAY, HE IS STILL MY FRIEND, AND TODAY, I SHARE HIM  WITH THOSE  WHO DO NOT KNOW HIM. TODAY, MY LOVE, I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE HIM WITH YOU! AND TOGETHER WE WILL DO THINGS TO MAKE HIM AS HAPPY AS HE MADE ME……………… I WANT TO INTRODUCE A PERSONAL PRAYER OF MINE TO YOU...

IT’S A PRAYER ABOUT LOVE AND BEAUTY………………..

“DEAR LORD JESUS, LOVE IS OFTEN MISQUOTED, MISUNDERSTOOD, AND DESECRATED. YOU ARE LOVE, LORD JESUS, ALL WONDER, ALL BEAUTY, EXQUISITE,CONSUMING, AND PERFECT. HELP ME TO LEARN OF YOU; TO KNOW WHAT IT IS TO BE UTTERLY SELFLESS, IN GENTLENESS, IN KINDNESS, IN UNDERSTANDING AND IN GIVING; SO THAT SERENELY AND WITH JOY, WHETHER IT IS EASY, OR WHETHER IT IS DIFFICULT, I MAY BE AN INSTRUMENT OF YOUR LOVE, LORD JESUS ‘CHRIST………AMEN”

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE...

Unconditional love. Love without criticism or expectations. It's the hardest kind of love to give, but the one that brings all the blessings you can hold.

A pencil maker gave his pencil's 5 important lessons
1. Everything you do will always leave a mark.
2. You can always correct the mistakes you make.
3. What is important is what’s inside you.
4. In life you will undergo painful sharpening which will make you a better pencil.
5. To be the best pencil you can be, you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you. God bless you in all your dreams.

DESERT ROSE...by Dr.E.Ellman

I dream of rain, I dream of gardens in the desert sand, I wake in pain, I dream of love as time runs through my hand, I dream of fire. Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire. And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire. This" Desert Rose" each of her veils, a secret promise, This desert flower. No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this, And as she turns, This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams. This fire burns, I realise that nothing's as it seems. I dream of rain, I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain, I dream of love as time runs through my hand, I dream of rain, I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes, this rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love. I dream of rain, I dream of gardens in the desert sand, I wake in pain, I dream of love as time runs through my hand "Sweet desert Rose". Each of her veils, a secret promise. This desert flower, No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this "Sweet desert Rose" This memory of Eden haunts us all. This desert flower, this rare perfume, Is the sweet intoxication of the fall.May God bless you all...

LIFE CHANGES...by...Dr.E.Ellman

Life Changes, goes up and down, you never know until it comes around. We try to smile thru good and bad, depending on friends to keep away sad.The journey is long, the road is rough, faith and hope will be enough. Don't waste a day in anger or regret, keep joy in your heart, your needs will be met. There's a sunnyside of darkness beyond the black of night, a place to feel some comfort where everything feels just right. It's not found by looking or calling on the phone, it comes from inner faith, knowing you're not alone. May the sun shine today... Yesterday be a warm memory....Tomorrow a fulfilled dream.

 "When a butterfly flaps its wings, could it cause a hurricane half way across the world?"..."Words of Wisdom" how to find out my angel...It's fascinating how even the most insignificant events can create a massive ripple across time, and change our lives in unsuspecting ways.Someone, somewhere, met their soul-mate because they missed

the bus by only a fraction of a second and bumped into them while walking to work...
And someone got their dream job after a chance encounter with a perfect stranger at the dry-cleaners...And someone's life was spared when they decided to turn right at
that stop sign instead of proceeding through...You get the idea right? Everything in your life... your job, your partner, your possessions, your friends... came to you through a series of insignificant events that took you along the path towards where you are NOW.
When you think about it, you'll realize the connection between tiny events (like missing the bus) and your ultimate destiny is totally mind-blowing. But consider this - what would your life would be like if all these tiny events had unfolded differently? What would have happened if you had got on that bus? Never met that stranger? Proceed through that stop sign?
Would your life be better… or worse? Imagine what you could learn about yourself and your choices if you had the ability to discover the paths you *didn't* take....God bless you all.

I AM HAPPY...by...Dr.E.Ellman

We take for granted our time at home
We take for granted our times alone
We take for granted our safety and cheer
Until we’re away and there is such sadness and fear

This time away has caused me to think
About our lives together, our bond, our link
Things around us change and so do we
Our thought, our goals, our hopes, how we see
Our outlook on life becomes more clear
And more than all of this, my love for you more dear
The time will pass slowly on some of the days
And life will change in so many ways..."I am happy!!!"